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[March 17th 2007|5.41pm] |
Fuck Livejournal.
Haha.
Except Not?
I don't know.
I needed an update, so here is your update.
Honestly...
add me on myspace
CLICK HERE
Umm..
life is good.
love is good.
food is good.
fuck.
im hungry.
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[February 10th 2007|4.49pm] |
my arms are heavy,
my body is heavy,
my eyelids are heavy,
and i just want to cry.
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| sleep my child. |
[January 19th 2007|8.31am] |
TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Jake
First Screen Name: lil_baby_treehugger
First Pet: A fish named Ghengis and another one called Khan.
First Piercing: Ears.
First Crush: Jake.
First CD: Aqua.
First Car: ...
First Love: No Comment.
First stuffed animal: Mr.Mouse, I still have him.
NINE LASTS
Last Alcoholic Beverage: Less than a week, probably.
Last Car ride: This morning, to school.
Last Movie Seen: Alpha Dog
Last Phone Call Made: Bonnie
Last CD Played: Protest
Last Bubble bath: A week ago.
Last time you Cried: Yesterday during lunch.
Last kiss: I dont know.
Last time you said i love you: This morning.
EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Not that I recall.
Have you ever been arrested: Almost.
Have you ever skinny dipped: Yeah.
Have you ever been on tv: Hells yeah!
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regretted it: Yeah.
Have you ever had a sex dream about someone: Sure.
Have you ever had sex: No.
SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. School Shoes
2. School Pants
3. School Shirt
4. School Sweater
5. Ship Necklace
6. Pink Underwear
7. Acrylic Nails
SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Woke up
2. Called Bonnie
3. Texted Melissa, and totally almost got killed.
4. Procrastinated.
5. Procrastinated procrastination.
6. Got Dressed.
FIVE FAVOURITE THINGS(IN NO ORDER)
1. Food
2. Booze
3. Work (sometimes...)
4. Sleep
5. A Boy
FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ALMOST ANYTHING TO (NO ORDER)
1. My Therapist
2. Tommy
3. Jovi
4. Bonnie
THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: Black
2. Hot or Cold: Cold
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Participate in non-denominational genocide.
2. Play a show with Dragonforce
ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. Going to the school
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| nick&brett |
[January 19th 2007|8.30am] |
boys are stupid.
end of story.
[err.not]
tech class, again.
acrylic nails.
procrastinating handing in my house design.
chillin with nick and brett.
HOLLA
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| acetone pt2 |
[January 18th 2007|8.54am] |
so basically,
this is my tech class.
i have basically 45 minutes left,
and i am done evrything.
i have straightened my hair,
and discussed Caffeine Pills + Exams with my teacher.
I didn't sleep last night.
HOLLAZ.
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| dont bother saving her. |
[January 17th 2007|10.50pm] |
dear dumb pieces of shit,
im so fucking sick of you.
im sick of us relying on each other.
relying on everything we thought to be real.
im sick of you expecting me to do everything, and this work out.
im sick of you expecting for me to follow through.
you always know i was a horrible person, why would you bother?
i dont care if you, 'had faith'
because you were never a skeptic.
and skepticism is the beginning of all faith.
you cant just walk in to something expecting for it to work,
and for everything to follow through if you are not suspicious at all.
if you don't question things, you will never learn anything or find anything.
and im sick of people thinking you can, im sick of people thinking im someone.
im just another stupid girl, whos caught up in everything for the wrong reasons.
i'm far better sitting by myself without you here.
im fucking pissed that i even bothered to help you.
this is far more of a bigger deal than this has to be.
but i will fucking blow this up in your face.
i dont care if you dont like my language, you can kiss my ass.
if this was a song, you could press fast forward.
i hate you, i hate these halls, i hate everything outside of them too.
there are 3 lights keeping me going.
it doesn't matter what they are, because i dont care to tell you.
because, i know you don't care anyway.
i hate you, i hate this, i hate everything about you right now.
im sick of you thinking that i was ever going to help you.
i helped you, and you still want more?
no, i was a rental.
i lack this thing, called caring.
you're hurting yourself getting involved.
im "infectious human waste", get over it.
im a wreck, im a mess, and im the best damn thing you've ever seen.
im something to break your perfect polo, dumb ass routine.
bite your fucking lip.
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[January 16th 2007|3.43pm] |
i can try my best to type up something original.
something new and improved.
but it's all been said.
pointing this out has probably been done, too.
get over it.
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| nervosa. |
[January 16th 2007|3.30pm] |
the pit of my stomache burns with the lack of fuel.
my head feels light, brought to me in part by my own stupidity.
my hands and legs burn from the winter, s.o.b.
i can feel my organs doing a little dance inside my body.
healthy? do i care?
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| this is a matter of life and death... |
[January 16th 2007|9.47am] |
[tech class update]
formal exams:
JAN26/07
10:40-12:10
FSF-1D1-04
GYM C
JAN29/07
8:20-10:20
SNC-1D1-03
RM304
you should all make plans with me when i dont have exams.
+++ after exams i'm getting my industrial in both ears!
maybez?
I dont really know.
last night was nice.
slept on my floor.
intoxicatingly uncomfortable..
*intoxicatedly.
*errp*
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| acetone flavored. |
[January 16th 2007|6.59am] |
you broke my heart in a sad roleplay attempt.
then he fixed it within seconds.
i dont care what you think anymore.
i'll stick to sitting at home with nazi's,
drinking my fucking face off.
so fuck you.
[edit]
11!!!l1ck my g45h//!
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| acetone flavored |
[January 16th 2007|6.59am] |
you broke my heart in a sad roleplay attempt.
then he fixed it within seconds.
i dont care what you think anymore.
i'll stick to sitting at home with nazi's,
drinking my fucking face off.
so fuck you.
[edit]
11!!!l1ck my g45h//!
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| schitzoid. |
[January 13th 2007|10.48pm] |
people dont know me unless i tell them i am rebecca hood.
catherine (downtown) says:
who is this?
rebecca bruzzese
we are losing our freedom. says:
haha, point proven.
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| french essay. |
[January 13th 2007|10.30pm] |
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id rather sit beside you, too.
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| crimes. |
[January 13th 2007|10.20pm] |
does anyone have a copy of this book i can borrow to read?
I have english next symester and I will need to write an introductory speech,
and I would like to have this book read in time to write my speech.
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| mental post it. |
[January 13th 2007|2.20pm] |
movies I need to download:
scanner darkly
survive style 5(+?)
dont forget, dickface.
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[January 13th 2007|1.20pm] |
i want to be a part of it.
the torn brown wallapaper.
the broken down homes.
the lost red cars.
and the running for my life.
i want to wake up with him beside me.
with empty bottles clanking at our feet.
i want to be a part of it, not just in my dreams
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| berlitz |
[January 12th 2007|7.10am] |
every moment subconciously relived.
the tires, the man, the animal.
take my fucking mind already.
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| setteragic. |
[January 11th 2007|10.25pm] |
a sin i didnt care for.
but a sin that paid my debts.
a sin that fed my children and burnt my smiles and cigarettes.
cigarettes.
setteragic
SE TTERAGIC!
ITS TTERAGIC!
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